It has been a rainy day all of 10-27-2012 and i have been doing a lot of thing to make money but i am just making cents that is the funny thing about it, i have been doing the things that other people won't so i can live the way i want to live later. going without is not fun for me living under my means has not let me save more money it has gotten a few bill collectors off my back but the thing is my credit score went down that is funny everyone else pay things on their credit report and their score goes up, me i pay stuff off and my credit score goes down i guess its opposite day for me and no one else.
this is the thing that people don't tell you about is paying dues for the past three years i have been living under my means no new things just working for myself and being with my kids and still its like the people around me dint want me to work for myself and have money i mean what is that about in the past three years i have grown angry i smile a lot less jokes are no longer funny. i'm starting not to like the people around me because all the do is say you need to do something the thing is i am every day.
i sleep less then others around me i do for others around me but still i need to do what they say and instead of telling them i don't want to live like you i bite my tongue because i was told that if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it at all so i kept quit my whole childhood now that i am grown and not a kid anymore i find it harder to find joy in things, i use to not care about the price now i am looking for deals.
I play the lottery from time to time and still no jackpot i go to the casino and its not fun to try to win money because that little extra money i feel that i am going to need it a few days later, some people say put it in gods hands i tell them its hard to do that when you have not eating in two days, Some people say go to fast food i tell them i did that and worked hard for years and my time and effort and ability to get things done and make their shift go smooth and still don't get a raise but i am always the first person you call did that to learn that i do not want to do it any more.
Worked at my local grocery story and told them that i was on the football team and i have to go to some games do not put me to work on those days what they do put me on the schedule and all of a sudden had to let me go, This is funny really funny i worked for sears and you think this is a joke but i got fired on my day off this is what happen i would put the sales prices on in a department in the store and this day the day before the ad ran i did my job like usual but i did not work the next day so i did not come in the day i came back none of the prices i marked to change the price was changed swapped anything i go and and say the prices that i marked were not changed the manager told me why didn't i change them when they were supposed to be changed i told her i did not work that day , so was i supposed to come in to work to change the prices on my day off........... Really????
it seemed like my whole life lemony snicket's like that always happen to me so me working extra for every cent that i get and you think i am going to let someone else tell me how i am going to live, NO not going to happen i followed the rules just so you can make rules as i go along i'm ready to live i bite my tongue for to long i have missed treated myself for too long and i have let others do the same not anymore when its not theirs they say you should have listen to me i tell you like this if that other person wanted it that bad they would have been well established and able to help you.
I had to become an entrepreneur so i could keep a job because as you can see how places keep letting me go but the last one is funny i worked for a temp agency and i was working at this candy place well one day i got hurt did everything they told me to got better they put me in the office and then fired me so i went through a lot and that is just the working for someone else phase of my life.
The Entrepreneur phase goes like this i try to sell pre paid legal, i have sold cutco knives made to all the meetings with the pre paid legal but still no sales and the fact i was working and doing that i did not get into any trouble e to use it. Cutco well it was one week that i had got the most sales and i worked damn hard for that and the team i was with was like mad that i made the most sales i'm like this is what its like for people to think that you are at the bottom of the totem pole. i could go on and on about the things that happened to me now i just keep my mouth shut.
this is the thing that people don't tell you about is paying dues for the past three years i have been living under my means no new things just working for myself and being with my kids and still its like the people around me dint want me to work for myself and have money i mean what is that about in the past three years i have grown angry i smile a lot less jokes are no longer funny. i'm starting not to like the people around me because all the do is say you need to do something the thing is i am every day.
i sleep less then others around me i do for others around me but still i need to do what they say and instead of telling them i don't want to live like you i bite my tongue because i was told that if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it at all so i kept quit my whole childhood now that i am grown and not a kid anymore i find it harder to find joy in things, i use to not care about the price now i am looking for deals.
I play the lottery from time to time and still no jackpot i go to the casino and its not fun to try to win money because that little extra money i feel that i am going to need it a few days later, some people say put it in gods hands i tell them its hard to do that when you have not eating in two days, Some people say go to fast food i tell them i did that and worked hard for years and my time and effort and ability to get things done and make their shift go smooth and still don't get a raise but i am always the first person you call did that to learn that i do not want to do it any more.
Worked at my local grocery story and told them that i was on the football team and i have to go to some games do not put me to work on those days what they do put me on the schedule and all of a sudden had to let me go, This is funny really funny i worked for sears and you think this is a joke but i got fired on my day off this is what happen i would put the sales prices on in a department in the store and this day the day before the ad ran i did my job like usual but i did not work the next day so i did not come in the day i came back none of the prices i marked to change the price was changed swapped anything i go and and say the prices that i marked were not changed the manager told me why didn't i change them when they were supposed to be changed i told her i did not work that day , so was i supposed to come in to work to change the prices on my day off........... Really????
it seemed like my whole life lemony snicket's like that always happen to me so me working extra for every cent that i get and you think i am going to let someone else tell me how i am going to live, NO not going to happen i followed the rules just so you can make rules as i go along i'm ready to live i bite my tongue for to long i have missed treated myself for too long and i have let others do the same not anymore when its not theirs they say you should have listen to me i tell you like this if that other person wanted it that bad they would have been well established and able to help you.
I had to become an entrepreneur so i could keep a job because as you can see how places keep letting me go but the last one is funny i worked for a temp agency and i was working at this candy place well one day i got hurt did everything they told me to got better they put me in the office and then fired me so i went through a lot and that is just the working for someone else phase of my life.
The Entrepreneur phase goes like this i try to sell pre paid legal, i have sold cutco knives made to all the meetings with the pre paid legal but still no sales and the fact i was working and doing that i did not get into any trouble e to use it. Cutco well it was one week that i had got the most sales and i worked damn hard for that and the team i was with was like mad that i made the most sales i'm like this is what its like for people to think that you are at the bottom of the totem pole. i could go on and on about the things that happened to me now i just keep my mouth shut.
