is it Family??

Today is 1-27-2022 and what has been going on with me ,let's see in the process of purchasing a home .been living out of hotels for the past 2 months finally not doing ithat anymore .

So my grandfather has passed and my family and I has made this our home until the closing on our home . But I'm dad because the way my grandfather was living did he not have enough money to update the house did he not have enough money to fix his broken furnace.

And the thing that tics me off is that my mother aunt,and uncle are having a big dispute about this house that my grandfather still owes a mortgage on and needs updates but to fake at a funeral like you loved this person the most and this person is living like this is very upsetting to me.

The funny thing is when my aunt and uncle was going through my grandfather things that they hold dear to them guess what it was bought by me and my mother.

What I got from my grandfather on my mother's side of the family is a watch I seen him were it a few times and I liked it it's not a Rolex but it is a Timex and I want to get it refurbished and see if Timex will make an updated version for me.

a vision

Today is 1-13-2022 and for the past month my family and I have been living in and out of hotels and motels and what I have learned is that most of them are owned by people of Indian ethnicity the dot .but that is just the demographic where I currently residing.

But the thing in question is the space it has to change with virtual reality / vr head sets there is no room inside the room to play my son and daughter have the oculus 2 and the WiFi is not good in most of the hotel and motel .

So I have already cam up with a plan to make the hotel and motel business way better than what it is during this pandemic i

The present

It's been a very long time since I wrote or blogged but I'm here to tell you of my current situation as of right now I am great not complaining at all, just closer to where I want to be.

My problem now is I'm around people who are in the moment they don't see a future or they just want instant rewards and that attitude has gaps and holes or even delay your progress.

How can I keep my stuff together and not fall victim to others around me? What are my options, how many can I think of and what will be the outcome of throes decision.

1 cut them back that just leads to me being on a wheele and not having anywhere to go but I could focus on work yeah that is it .

2 talk to them tell them how I feel and see what the outcome is of that I think it will be the same  as it is now .

3 change everything and everyone around me I like this the most but the thing with that is I'm anti social it not hard to meet new friends but it's hard to keep new friends.

So these are my options as of right now my plan is to plan and follow through.

A published author

Well I have been waiting for the hard copy of my book for quite some time now I thought it would take 3 months and it will be on the shelves but I am told it takes close to 6 months.

That leaves me in limbo because I have great material for the next book but I have to see the first one complete, 

But other ventures are going well it's at a slow pace but I want to see it through I have been kicking butt and leaving a mess behind me when it come to crushing my goals.

I have been volunteering a lot more I want to start a book club  I think that will be the next thing i do .

Feels like that is a great thing to do because it's a group of people that are some what liked minded getting together for betterment.

But that could happen while I wait for my book to become a hot item a must read .

Get it done

So i have started to practice on video editing so i can do my web show but i feel like i dont know where to start i know i need a place that is number 1.

As far as what i want thats a different story i have a few thing to do before i can get to that point i feel my option now is continue with the plans or wait longer to get them done how i want them done.

A new plan

Well to day i 1-31-2017 and i just tried to get a credit card for my business and guess what i was denied, i also tried to get a secure loan from my bank that too was denied.

So now i have to change my plan i have to make what i have enough so what I'm going to do is take a lost on a bill and pay off a credit card and use it only for business.

I realize that because of my credit score no one is going to give me money, it doesn't matter that i only have one major thing on my report and that is my car/truck.

So i was stuck on getting more money from the bank or a debtor that is one reason why businesses fail because they can not get past this part its the fact that I have a problem with giving up is the reason why i broke through.

Will the bill in not going to pay this month get paid yes it is just a little late but im fine with that its part of wanting to succeed in my business.

Also i have started a process of developing a app with my significant other and its a lot of work in the future but the fact that we outsourced it makes it a little better just have to get the money for it.

And the book that i wrote is Almont done ready to be on shelves around the world. so im not worried about getting a loan because I have already put in alot of work it just has to catch up.

Its just building block to a master piece that im putting together.

Still checking

This has been a great year for me 2016 I feel I accomplished so much as far as business and personal but what I have failed at is finding friends that want the same life but goes about getting it Different ways they don't have to like the same things I like they just have to show more action then talk.

As of now I got my book published and a start to a product that I want in production and still getting my Web series in order 2016 has been work but I did it.

It's going  to roll over to 2017 but that's good when you are building momentum .

I used to complain  about not having enough money now it's I'm going to make the most of what I have , my attitude is different it's more let's get it done or I'm getting it done.

The change started when I gave myself a deadline and stuck to it has became a necessity to give myself a time line and I don't want to get caught living my life by time frames.

It has been about 4 years since I took a vacation I need it it will help me with my creative process so now time off is mandatory.