Over a hump

Today is 3-19-2014 and I am up thinking my mind is raceing on how I want to live and how I want my life to be I'm 30 and and I am still dreaming is that bad I'm not too sure the steps that I am taking seem right? The things I'm doing has made my life a little better. But I am at a loss I do one big thing that I think will make my life better , it's just not fast enough for me I know once the money comes in it's not going to stop it getting the money to start. 

The feeling of wanting to enjoy your hard work I can't wait for that feeling their are something's I just want the capital to do I want the boosters million effect to just blow a bunch of money until I don't want to spend it any more to have a budget like that and the things I would do and use it for it would make my family life better , I can see myself paying for like 100 of my family members for a vacation. 

But to do the things I want I need to think harder I want to employ like 10,000 people that would be sweet that is franchise potential it's just catering to the s&p figuring what they want and supplying it .

I'm reading articles everyday I have my ear to the street and the only thing that is buzzing is marijawanna making it legal throughout the US it has changed the rules to the point the canada has changed their rules on it I'm going to use the slang word (weed) it is really big business , in one month the government has collected like ten million in taxes form making weed legal in some states so what should I do get everything together so when it's legalized in my state I will have the market cornered ???? 

The whole purpose of going into business for myself was to have more fun but I don't want to run out of juice befor I can enjoy life